Hard things to say: I really want to watch “See You yesterday”, but I don’t know if I can do another Black trauma movie

I remmber when see you yesterday was coming out. A movie about little genius level Black teens building a time machine. I was so hyped.We never get to time travel or be the main focus in science fiction most of the time. And I would have probably seen it by now if that was the full scope of the movie.

But the premise wasn’t just about that.

The premise deals with police violence and these kids with their time machine and trying to undo what has happened. I remember learning the full premise and feeling my heart sink.

Here was another movie,in which I have to experience brutality on Black bodies, when I just want Black stars and an escapist fantasy. I’ve seen so many video of real Black people beign murdered I don’t want to subjidgate myself to also having to see it on the screen as well.


This is not Fruitville station or the Hate U Give. It’s not a fiction or real world deopiction of police violence. It’s a movie that gives the characters one thing that others don’t have.

The ability to change this voilence.

I got to be honest the real thing that worries me is the ending. We could end up loosing the main characters AND STILL not change the ending. Or , the thing that woujld make me the most angry.

Then having a time machine and still not able to save [redacted].

And before you come for me with time thoery. Understand that in most time machine stories and shows a paradox would only happen if your time machine was buil[you trained your magic] to save a particular person.. If you built the time machine to save someone you can never save them becausd you need a reason to build the time machine. The paradox being that to get to .

This isn’t one of those things.

Even in this movie the scope goes to police violence that

The Black Movies That made me(My DB w/ C) part 1

So as a tribute to the song “Double Burger with Cheese” I want to talk about the Black movies that made me. 

The Last Dragon”

I loved Bruce Lee growing up. He was my childhood idol. I wanted to be just like him. Some of my best memories growing up were watching movies with my uncle. It was the first time I saw a Black lead do martial arts. It sounds crazy but seeing it inspired me. As a kid, I knew we couldn’t afford it, but I knew one day that I would have “The Glow”.

Seeing Black martial artists such as Taimak and Kareem Abdul Jabar, let me know that Black people could be martial artists too. So today, I tip my hat and my Black belt to the martial artist who inspired me and the movies they did.

“Once Upon a Time When We Were Colored”

Honestly, I don’t remember the whole story of this movie, but one scene from it is burned into my mind. The main character and his grandpa are watching a parade, KKK members are in the parade (this was a thing in the South). And a Klan member stares at his grandfather, looking to intimidate the older gentleman. But his grandpa stands and stares at this man, unbothered. He doesn’t cower or look down. This period in the U.S. was a time in which you very easily could have your house burned down or be lynched for looking at a white person wrong. 

I always want to aspire to that kind of boldness in situations.

City of God

I have to start by saving this film may have been the first film I saw about a Black person that wasn’t in North America or somewhere on the continent. Yeah, we don’t get a lot of outside content, it’s true. I remember thinking about the parallels between Brazil with its treatment of Black people and the U.S. It also cemented something that my U.S. textbooks failed to really get me to understand. That most of those enslaved weren’t brought to the U.S., and sadly the experiences in those countries where they weren’t the majority had histories that mirror each other.

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